2013年7月8日

錯過沿路風景

我以為夏天有魔法,但剛過的六月,並沒有像以往幾年般,讓熱力為我注入正能量。反之,我對自己很不滿,不專心,沒決心,就連運動都好,去是有去,但明顯沒搏盡,總之六月過去,只餘一地未完成的目標,如果我心甘情願的讓自己偷懶都算了,偏偏我就是不斷對自己的偷懶抱怨又抱怨。

然後我想,有時我真希望自己可以活像年輕時一樣,對浪費光陰這回事不以為意,偷懶也好,就盡情偷吧,反正有的是時間,少有悔意。現在呢,也許實在瑣事太多,對於自己不知不覺浪費時間這回事,會作過多反省,對將來嘛,也比過往多了展望和猶豫,總之就像火車一路走過,我老是想著剛才在什麼地方出發,下一站是什麼,生活匆匆忙忙,這有夠多餘,有夠矛盾的,這不該是我。

結論是:一路就是風景。

p.s. 看了《盲探》,沒特別感想。

3 則留言:

昊明 說...

Remember what Forest Gum said :
"~ That day, for no particular reason, I decided to go for a little run. So I ran to the end of the road. And when I got there, I thought maybe I'd run to the end of town. And when I got there, I thought maybe I'd just run across Greenbow County. And I figured, since I run this far, maybe I'd just run across the great state of Alabama. And that's what I did. I ran clear across Alabama. For no particular reason I just kept on going. I ran clear to the ocean. And when I got there, I figured, since I'd gone this far, I might as well turn around, just keep on going. When I got to another ocean, I figured, since I'd gone this far, I might as well just turn back, keep right on going. When I got tired, I slept. When I got hungry, I ate. When I had to go... you know... I went.~"

匿名 說...

身同感受。
看看尚未達成的目標,知道有些時候的確是因為享樂、或者體力不继、又或者時间管理等等而做不到。
也许因為太自覺,所以計较。也许是從前没有很多想做的事,所以没有在意。或者我们换個角度看,看看自己完成了什麽,再检讨事情的優次,還來得积极。
如果只停下来不斷懊悔時,時间就在指缝之间流逝。


宿分

鄭裕文 說...

昊明:謝謝你的節錄和鼓勵,我好喜歡看阿甘的。

宿分:呀,你也多說了一個重點,我以前也真的沒有那麼多想做的事呢。謝謝你的回覆。